Carmen Sandiego? Well... I never really could quite get my Carmen finding shoes to fit just right so I don't really know. However, I can tell you where I have been since my last post several months ago...
I've been living.
Now before you scoff and mutter "No shit, Sherlock!" (Oh, too late perhaps?) Let me explain...
I've been REALLY living. Not just going through the day to day motions of this crazy train we call life... but thoroughly enjoying living my life and all of the curveballs it has been throwing at me. You see, I've learned that I can still bob and weave pretty darn well and my ability to roll with the punches, even when I thought I couldn't, has proven to be fruitful. I have found happiness. No, I didn't win the lottery. I haven't been on any amazing trips, gotten a new car, been on any shopping sprees or anything like that. I didn't even get new boobs! But... I have found real happiness with myself, my home, my family, my career, my social life (or lack thereof) and many other aspects of my life. I finally learned how to get out of my own way and the things that followed have left me with a complete feeling of satisfaction and peace. I've grown up and it feels so good! Yes, I have a long way to go but at this point in time I am happy with where I am and I will continue to allow things to just fall into place. Who knew... you can't fit a square into a round hole, after all!
To those of you that are still following me, I appreciate your patience. I hope to start blogging more now. To those of you that don't follow me, you should. To those of you that quit following me... I didn't like you anyway.
